today i’m missing him more than ever.
October 19, 2009
big brother
October 18, 2009

i haven’t really had any words to put here lately. stewie is still sadly not home, but i’m still hopeful. maybe he’s just on a big adventure and will come home when he’s ready with lots of stories to tell.
maybe.
my big brother had his birthday this week and i just wanted to say a big happy birthday and send lots of hugs his way. we celebrated on his actual birthday but i feel like i’ve been a million miles away these last two weeks.
xo
a little lost…
October 8, 2009

a most perfect getaway has been followed by a week of devastating news. this week a loved one passed away after battling with cancer. I feel devastating sadness for the loss of such a beautiful person and also for the pain her family is feeling. i carry a heavy heart.
and yesterday Stewie didn’t come home. we have notified every vet, council and shelter within our area, put up posters and did letterbox drops to our close-by neighbours.
i want him home. i am anxious with worry that he is hurt or scared. i want to cry.


